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I woke up, breathless.
Forehead smothered with sweat.
It was so real,I could feel everything.
Blood pulsing through my veins,my heart beating faster than a humming bird.
I knew this was not real but I couldn’t seem to escape.
No matter what I did,I kept failing.
This wasn’t how dreams were supposed to be.
Its been almost three months now.
They never seem to go back.
I’ve done everything I can,
But somehow their necks always end up cracked.
I keep seeing the same again and again,
I want to stop it but god help me, I can’t.
There has to be a way,
I can’t do this every time.
Watch them die every night
Only to see them born again.
I’ve heard stories about lucid dreams,
And the horrendous paralysis while asleep.
How am I supposed to run from them?
When they run within me,deep.

What if you knew that today was your last day and you would never see anyone again?
What would you do?
Who is the first person that popped in your mind?
Whom would you want to spend your last minutes with?
Dont think,do it
It doesn’t matter if youll still talk or not,let them know that you love them
Let them know you’ll always be here for them
Dont wait for an opportunity to talk to them
Make an opportunity for yourself
Open yourself,live life to the fullest
Dont be scared of anything
You’ve got nothing to lose
Love doesn’t often stumble upon our door, so when it does,make sure you open it.

Rise.

Posted: April 24, 2015 in Happy, Life
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The pain that you feel in your heart when you dont get what you expected?
The sick feeling in your stomach when your results drop?
The tears that threaten to fall like a waterfall?
The bile that rises up your throat when you feel that you’re a disappointment?
The numbness that starts creeping in when everything around you starts failing?
The time when you suddenly realise that your life is flowing out of your hand?
Don’t let them win.
Don’t let these miserable feelings win.
Don’t fall under their deception.
Dont let them blind you.
Don’t make excuses.
Start again,start over.
Start from scratch,get your things done.
Convert these feelings into motivation.
Show the world your true colours.
Dont let them doubt you,ever again.
Fly higher than the soaring eagle.
Be mightier than Everest.
Remember you’re the change,
The day you choose to act upon it,
You’ve accomplished half your goal.
Be the person you’ve always wanted to be.
Rise again.

*One last time he said.
Give me one last chance baby,we can make this work,we always got back together,we are much stronger than this.
My heart sobbed,I love you so much that it hurts but I can’t do this anymore.
I’m sorry but we have to let this go.*

I still remember the first time I met you.
Grade six.You were such a kid,didn’t care what others thought,obsessed with Michael Jackson,had your group of close friends,enjoyed life to the fullest and I remember thinking,I want to be like him.
He’s so carefree, he doesn’t have any problems.
You became my friend so easily,we talked so much,annoyed each other way too much and then suddenly we were in a relationship. I didn’t know know how or when.
I didn’t know if I was happy about it or not but somehow someday,along the way,we fell in love and we fell hard.
But I suppose fairy tales dont exist,we were a whirlpool of love,a tornado of fights,some said we were too alike,some said we couldn’t ever agree on one thing.
We were chaos together,we brought the worst and the best in each other.
You were my best and my worst habit.
What we had was beyond ordinary but after every unimaginable dream,a nightmare always shows up.
We fought for too long,we’ve loved too much,I’ve lost too much. Im on the edge of getting destroyed by your love but I can’t do this anymore
I can’t break myself to bring you up.
I won’t destroy myself for you.
I loved you through everything.
I will not let myself suffer anymore.
There’s no going back now.
Yes,it’s going too be hard but I’ll survive.
I always have,I’m a survivor.
A warrior.


This was something I had written a long time back but I didn’t listen to my own advice,eventually I did and the only reason I’m sharing this is because there are many people out there who think, they won’t fall in love again,people who have just had a break up,this is just a message to them.
That no matter what,you’re stronger than what you think are,no matter what happens,its always your choice,youll be happy again and trust me youll enjoy every single moment of it.It might feel as If you’re going to be depressed forever but trust me its your choice if you want to move on or not. Once you’ve made that choice,it’ll take you weeks,months,years to get over it but you eventually will.This implies to ALL KINDS OF BROKEN RELATIONSHIPS. Whether it was love or friendship both hurt almost the same.
I went through it,a billion others did so.
Today,all I can say is that,I’ve never been happier with myself and my life and the way things turned out.
So till then my friend,enjoy life and stay strong,no matter what.