Warrior

Posted: April 22, 2015 in Happy, Life, Society, Teenagers
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*One last time he said.
Give me one last chance baby,we can make this work,we always got back together,we are much stronger than this.
My heart sobbed,I love you so much that it hurts but I can’t do this anymore.
I’m sorry but we have to let this go.*

I still remember the first time I met you.
Grade six.You were such a kid,didn’t care what others thought,obsessed with Michael Jackson,had your group of close friends,enjoyed life to the fullest and I remember thinking,I want to be like him.
He’s so carefree, he doesn’t have any problems.
You became my friend so easily,we talked so much,annoyed each other way too much and then suddenly we were in a relationship. I didn’t know know how or when.
I didn’t know if I was happy about it or not but somehow someday,along the way,we fell in love and we fell hard.
But I suppose fairy tales dont exist,we were a whirlpool of love,a tornado of fights,some said we were too alike,some said we couldn’t ever agree on one thing.
We were chaos together,we brought the worst and the best in each other.
You were my best and my worst habit.
What we had was beyond ordinary but after every unimaginable dream,a nightmare always shows up.
We fought for too long,we’ve loved too much,I’ve lost too much. Im on the edge of getting destroyed by your love but I can’t do this anymore
I can’t break myself to bring you up.
I won’t destroy myself for you.
I loved you through everything.
I will not let myself suffer anymore.
There’s no going back now.
Yes,it’s going too be hard but I’ll survive.
I always have,I’m a survivor.
A warrior.


This was something I had written a long time back but I didn’t listen to my own advice,eventually I did and the only reason I’m sharing this is because there are many people out there who think, they won’t fall in love again,people who have just had a break up,this is just a message to them.
That no matter what,you’re stronger than what you think are,no matter what happens,its always your choice,youll be happy again and trust me youll enjoy every single moment of it.It might feel as If you’re going to be depressed forever but trust me its your choice if you want to move on or not. Once you’ve made that choice,it’ll take you weeks,months,years to get over it but you eventually will.This implies to ALL KINDS OF BROKEN RELATIONSHIPS. Whether it was love or friendship both hurt almost the same.
I went through it,a billion others did so.
Today,all I can say is that,I’ve never been happier with myself and my life and the way things turned out.
So till then my friend,enjoy life and stay strong,no matter what.

Comments
  1. Oh man!This is so heartbreakingly beautiful.

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